sorry.

And i hate you, with every part of me I hate you. Every cell in body hates you, every beat of my heart hates you, every breath I take hates you. You send me spinning out of control on a daily basis, you cross my mind frequently, you are always there. Your name appears all the time, and all the time I think I can not do this anymore, I can not face to see you with her. But I'm with him, and my hate is eating me alive- so much so that I'm not concentrating on the love I have for him- because the love I have for him is only half the hate I have for you.