really?

He is off limits.

What the fuck is wrong with you.

grey.

Have some fire!

Be unstoppable.

Be a force of nature.

Be better than anyone here,

and don't give a damn what anyone thinks.

There are no teams here,

No buddies.

Your on your own,

be on your own.

realization.

society.

And after a while, you learn that you don’t need anyone else in order to survive. No one is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or what they promise you. You just gotta suck it up, accept it.

diagnose.

People think depression is about being sad. They think it’s just when you ‘feel down’. It’s not. It’s like a darkness that creeps over you and fills you. It drains all your emotions. It takes everything from you, and leaves you feeling hollow and numb. It’s not sadness, it’s not anger, it’s…

life.

“I only have two kinds of dreams: the bad and the terrible. Bad dreams I can cope with. They’re just nightmares, and they end eventually. I wake up. The terrible dreams are the good dreams. In my terrible dreams, everything’s fine. Everything’s wonderful and normal and fine. And then I wake up. And I’m still me. And I’m still here. And that is truly terrible.”

yes.

Let's build something. So you can tear it down.

revenge.

You know what hurts most about a broken heart?

Not being able to remember what it felt like before.

betrayal.

That realization that you mean absolutely nothing to someone, and never did.

powerless.

The worst isn't when you are in love with someone who doesn't love you back, the worst is when you are in love with somebody who used to love you..

drown.

Maybe it's better if people just give up when there's no point in fighting for something anymore. When the ship has finally sailed, only a fool would go after it when it's already miles away.

But sometimes, it's a lot better to be a fool to go after what we want and need, rather than to regret everything in the end because we never even tried.

desire.

I want you to want me.

mercy.

I can't wait to hate you

All the things you put me through

I wanna move on

I can't wait to hate you

All the days you left my heart all alone

I can't wait to hate you

This is all crazy

And I can't come to grips with the fact that you're gone

I can't wait to hate you

thoughts.

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hate.

It's so fucking over.

And I'm so fucking stupid.

cry.

So, it's over,

He's with someone else and you know her,

And you just can't get any lower,

Sit in the dark alone,

And won't answer your phone.

There will be pain but,

Life goes on.

And your tears won't bring him back,

I know you wish that they did,

But it just don't work like that.

I know that healing takes take time,

even your heart has a pace,

But, how much time are you gonna take?

Too much would be a mistake.

beg.

I'm not who I was when you last saw me.

kill it.

scream.

The more I try the less it's working.

problem.

"You got over it before, you can do it again"

I NEVER GOT OVER YOU.

danger.

I want you so badly,

That it is causing me physical pain,

And I have never been so scared.

again.

We screw boys like whores on tequila,

Then we either try to marry them or drown ourselves.

screwed.

What the hell is wrong with me,

I don't hate you at all,

I'm still head over heels in love with you.

anatomy.

What the hell is going on?

Whats the point?

I mean is there a reason for this?

Because if you can think of a reason any reason at all why the universe is so screwed up and random and mean,

now would be an amazingly good time to tell me-

because I really need some answers.