why?

and again.

Failure again.

sin.

I miss you,

I want you,

The amount I can't have you is almost ridiculous.

reality.

Things are going to be different,

We both know it,
We just don't want to admit it.

please?

passion.

It's me,

It will always be me,

That will never change.

But you will never be mine,

It will always be him.

That will never change.

And that breaks my heart.

Imprisonment.

2 days.

Thankyou.

The truth is, I'm not mad at you. I'm just hurt; and the fact that every time your name pops up on my phone or computer, my heart sinks a little bit deeper. You don't realize what you've made me go through; but I can guarantee you're not doing it again. Thanks for teaching me just how much it hurts to be played with, I learned a lot.

awakening.

When I'm not talking to you, I want to be.
When I'm talking to you, I want to be with you.
When I'm with you, I want it to last forever.
When it lasts forever, I will be forever happy.

I cant say I have ever been so happy,
so thank you for showing me this feeling.

spinning

here it goes again.

realization.